Making Progress

I am like a glutenous pig right now. I have been craving food all day now and its not that i am hungry. God knows, i ate enough breakfast this morning to feed an army. I think this must mean i am getting ready to start. I guess. I hope. OK moving on...

Today is my 4th day this week to workout. Yay for me! I have just done a mental turn around. When i don't want to i give myself a little pep talk. This is what i ramble off to myself...'you will feel better. go. you can eat that after dinner sweet if you do. do you really want to feel like a fat cow at the beach this weekend?' So i really, really didn't want to go today at lunch but i made myself. I had to considering all the shit i have already eaten today. I am convinced i have made progress, changed my frame of mind, no pain-no gain but i am not convinced this workout really counted as enough exertion to categorize it as 4th day in a row.

The lunch workout went something like this. Side note: when i workout at lunch it is normally with my trainer or a spin class. both are great workouts and i count on those motivators. Just so happens it was a 'sub' spin teacher today and boy, oh boy was this woman a sight to not see that sucked at her exercise profession. She was clearly very into herself by her looks and her teaching style. Her fake boobs jiggled up and down and at one time i swear i saw a nipple poke out, her legs were fabulously toned and she was in great shape. Her teaching style forced me to leave early or you could say or lack there of. Basically this was her spin class, her workout...she shouted out over the maximum blaring music every...oh...i'd say 2 minutes. For a spin class...2 minutes is a lot of grueling leg spinning. And when she shouted she'd go "hill!" or "go!" and then nothing for like 2 minutes. It was astounding the amount of people actually sweating and pedaling like maniacs. I got pretty unmotivated and said the hell with this and left. Up and left. I got a good 40 minutes of cardio in. So that was enough for me.

I couldn't wait to make it over to la salsa. I have been chowing on my massive order for an hour b/c i couldn't decide on what i wanted and so i ordered a few things. Ha! and what do ya know...i am eating it all. I am feeling like a fat ass cow so i hope i still have it in me to go shop for an outfit tonight.